第十二章呼唤（2 / 2）

Wastossingandturninginbedunabletosleep，torecallthebookatthebeginningthatsoundslikethechuangtzu‘sdreamhadadream，thereisnobelow.

Ialarm，valiumturnedupandtookoutapieceof，thinkbreakinhalf，thenbreakofhalfateaquarterslice，liedownandlookedattheceiling，thethoughtsstillfriends，dimlyheardsomeonecallinghimself，vigorously...

Lookedatmyheartahappyaround，Iwaslyinginbed，hearingvoices

Ihearawoman‘svoice，strong...

I‘mhappygiveearrecognition，kiddo，that‘sright，kiddo，kiddotoseekme，kiddoislookingforme，Ihappysatupfromthebed...

Rightah，howdoIinthebedroom，alsovigorously，soundmoreclear，kiddocancometomyspace

Icarefullytoidentifythedirectionofthesound，theheartjumpquicklywithexcitement，feelhotfaceup.

Itrytocalmyourselfdown，kiddowhereareyou，Iwhisperedtoasked，voicecontinuedtocall，butdidnotanswerme.

Doesitsoundisaone-waytransmission，Icanhearthesoundofakiddo，shecouldn‘thearthevoiceofmyhere，Iresistedtheexcitementandanxiety，laybackinbed，palmsandforeheadsweatingallover.

Closeyoureyes，feelingandclearsomevoice，Iunderstand.

Vigorously...

YesI‘minbed...

ButitisnotIthebedofthebedroom，kiddoafaceofconcernoflookedatme，happyatthehandofthekiddo，eldersister，eyesred.

Feelthetemperatureofkiddohand，oneselfreallycameback.

Youcomebacktome，holdingjoysaid.

Isnotright，isthatcrazybodydisease，Ifoundyourhandstopulltothesidedozendogstick，aZongYue...

Ah

Nomatterhefirst，anyway...

Lookaroundthisisisawoodenhouse，notthestyleofthebuildingsintown，likeafarmhouse.

Kiddosetabowl，andcookporridgeinside，youmustbehungry，comebackfromoutsidehaven‘teatenanythinguptonow.

Tookthebowlfirstbiteporridgefromslidingdownthethroat，warmandwithricefragrance，thisdreamcantastethefoodtaste

Andateafewbites，sisterandgreydogstillthere

He‘safraidyoustayputindanger，socarrying，catchupwithus，youhavehimasyoudidgetamuletsandwemeetatthegateofthecity.

HecomebackIdozenchills，hisastenchandfaceabscess，andproneonthegroundhasbeenvomitaeggs，don‘ttakemeinfection.

Thedogisstillthere，farwithyoualso.

Vigorously，nowpeopledonothaveenoughtoeat，howmanypeoplestarvedtodeath

Wolf，Iwondered，isit

Oh，wearenow

...

Idon‘thavethememory

ItookmyfamilytofindKoreangeneralnow，wheretofind

Mother

Kiddoknockedatmyhead，homingpigeonscanflytotheplacehesetout，themotherwhogiveinwriting，kiddomadealookatthedoorofhereye，Itookalookthatcrazybodydisease，thebodystillfeelveryGeYing.

WhenIputthebowlofporridge，eat，thebodyfeelingalsohavethestrength，grabbedhissticktothedoor，kiddohappypattedmeontheback，toseemom，firstwellIpromisetowalkout.

Kiddo，Iturnedtosecretlywithfingerpointedtothedoorofthecrazybodydisease，crowdedacrowdedeyesthatmeanstogetgo，forherememberedhisspittingeverywhereyuanxiaoeggsisreally...

Kiddoshookhishead，staredmyoneeye，nomatterhowishebackyoucomeback，memberkindwillalso，andhedidnoteatfood，yougogetsomewaterforhim，thengetsomelivingcreature.

Ah...

Kiddoinmouthsaidtome“mouse“...

Myeyeswillpopout，thinkingofhismouth，underafullfaceofabscesswithopenswallowedamouse，themouse‘stailwasinhismouthjitter，heXiLiueatintohisstomach，oh，Ijusteatintoporridgealmostdidn‘tspititout.

Waitingforyou，kiddosaidwentout，andsoontookahandfulofcornandasieve，doyouknowhowtodo.

IbelievethatInowfacehasbecomeawetweekend，settrapstocatchrats，kiddobadtastenodded，aYanghandputthethingsandhandedittome.

OutofthedoorcameamidstthegreatauntChenisgrindingcorn，cornflourtomakeporridgewithsweetpotatoandvegetablesarealsoverygood.