第七章 梦境or前世（2 / 2）

Headtoblowup，amIdreaming

Whichsomeonedreameverytimewecancoherently，watchingmoviesandnovels，somepeoplealwayshadthesamedream，inaphase，thedepthsofthememoryinformationisaroused，andthatitwasthememoryofpastlives.

Iamaordinarydoctorofcounty-levelhospitals，agealsonotsmall，thebenefitofthehospitalorthopedicsurgery，soasmallcountytownwheretherearesomanypeoplealldaylongtoamputationandreset.

Divisiondirectorsurnamedchaiisthebrother-in-law，deanofthemedicalskillbadly，butthesomebodyelsehaveadeanbrother-in-law，Ihavenobackground2don‘thavemoney，eg:without，isstillastraightmen，inthewood，directorofafterafewnotbigmedicalaccident，fortunatelyisbonesurgery，otherwisegivesomebodyelsefallsinbellyagauzeandcausebleeding，patientswithestimatedafflictive!

Attheearlymeetingpointsouthisproblem，thenobviouslyhasbeendown.

Ididn‘tevenhaveacomplaintplace，deanthesomebodyelse‘sfamily.

Iamasingleparentfamilies，fatherisacountycommissionfordisciplineinspectionofthestaff，familyeconomicconditionisnotgood，butthereisonethingmore“books“.

HereadChinesehistorylikelegalists，homeofthechestandputaquiltofluggagewereheassumedfullofbooks.

Momtoldhimtoholemiddlechild，saidhewouldonlyreadbook，holdingabooksittingintheyardtoseewhenIcameback，alsonottohelpmymotherdohousework，ofcourse，itisoftencomplainaboutmymother.

Hisunithasaclerk，daughter-in-lawwithpsychosis，hespentthreemonthssecretlygivesalarytothesomebodyelseseethedoctor，sayunitpressurewagesnotsentwithmymom，thenmymomdadunittofindtheleadershiptowagesdidn‘tknowthetruth.

Althoughmydadforareasonistohelpcomrades，momormaliciousscoldedhim，toldhimnottohaveameal，alsodon‘tinthehome，lethimgowutaimountainwhenthemonkpurduebeings.

Dadisscoldnottotalk，takethebooktothecourtyard，oldmamatoseehedidnotrespond，tellhimlatermustpaysalary，wages，oldmamatounitbroughtthemoney.

Thismatterafterawhile，motherfoundhomeleftoversandwholegrainswillalwaysless，eatthericedadreadingisnotintheyard，holdingasmallburdenistogoout.

Secretlytogotoseehismotheronlydoingsomething，notfaraway，seedadalwayswentwesttoanabandonedforalongtimeinthewarehouse，mamapproachinwhichcouldbeheardducksquackquackga.

Opensthedoorandsawdadtakeleftoversfromhomefeedtheducks，fewleftoversalreadyfedup.

Thatducklonggettingalsodon‘tknowwhatisthevarietyofcolorblack，mightbeenoughslimfigured，momfinallyknowdadwherethesmellontheclothes.

Dadisclumsytoclearduckduckexcrement，suddenlyheardthedoorstraightaloudlaughter，turnedtolookseemomlookedathimwithstandinfrontoftheforkwearawaist.

Fatherinonehandandafeedtheducksinthebasin，withabrokenbroominonehandandfootintheduckexcrementafaceoffearfulfacesgetcaught.

Originallyafterdadisoldmamacontroltheeconomiclifeline，hewithcoarsegrainsintheduckeggsinthehome，mymotherletthefrontyardoftheneighboroftheChenfamilyhelptolayeggs，duckwasreallywithfivenewchickshatchedinaduck，regardlessoftheirmotherduck，forciblytookthelittleduck.

Totramplebetteremptywarehousebefore，fortheyhavebuiltasimpleduck，stealfromhomeontheduckwiththeleftoverfoodtofeedthepoor.

Threerightnowofcourse，thetwoshouldbestarvedtodeath.

Dadsaid，sickeconomyisdifficult，thecolleagueborrowedalotofmoneytoseeadoctor，nowthecolleaguesbecauseoverworkedandpressurealsofellill，hewanttoraiseafewduckstotheirhomebraisedducksouptomend.

Momlistenedtoandlookedathim，againspiritagainfunny，fromtheyardoutsidebrokeoffawillowbranch，letdadstandingtoonesideandtoldhimthatafewducksagainsokeeponestimateswillnotstarvetodeathbyweaselsdiaoaway.

Tobringbacktheduck，raisedthesendtotwoonlyone，afterall，isnotalwayseatthebreadwhichIkeepsuchaloss.

Thisjustrelieved，olddaddy‘sintellectandpersonalityinthecountyhasalotofwordofmouth，andthenwenttocommunitycollege，Iwasninewhenmymomandmygrandfathersaiddadiswhich，organizationdepartmenthaveconversation.

Butdadwascheckedwithmajor，intheNewYear‘seve，dadwasmissing.

Seepeopledieseeresin，asaresultofwidowsandorphanssufferingdaycome，howmuch

FinallyIgrownup，allsaidthatthepoorchildrenhaveambition，butyouhavenomoney，nobackground，relativesarefaraway，youtakewhathaveambition，onourthehinterlandcouldn‘treallyteachtheteacherscollegestudents(evenifmyexcuse!)

Readamedicalcollege，alsolikeoldmamawhenawhiteangel，mymotherisaphysician，Iamfinallybackfromthehospitaloutpatientserviceintheinpatientdepartmentofbonesurgerydoctor.

Butfatemorekickme，againbythedestinyplayedIstillmetawood，directorofsinceitisdifficulttoimagine，thewifeisthecounty‘swatertechnician，IsuddenlyfoundthatIhowalsocan‘trememberherappearanceandlifetogether.

Ihavea10yearolddaughter，alsocan‘tremember!

Igoto...

Iwhathappened，Inowinthisplaceismydream，ormypast

Inreallifereallythinkdonothavewhatmeaning，unitinsidesufferindignities，Iamalreadyamiddle-ageduncle，thislifetimedidn‘talsodohaveambition.

Alwaysfeelsohelplesspainhaddone，andthereisonlyonemindanddaughter-in-lawraiseuptheirchildren，andIhopeshecanhealthy，findagoodjobtomeetanicemantoheragain，havingchildrenalso.

Myselfinanothertenyearsdonotmovetoadministrative，boneisaphysicalstrengthlive，catchabigsurgeryisoftensevenoreighthours，yourbodyareoknow，butmusthavea78ontheoperatingtablehadnotbeenthatlong.

Surgeonscharacteristicsofnatureisveryrigorous，bodynoworback，ortoturntoadministrative，finallyretiredforthegirlwithchild，donottakecaretohaveaheartattackorstrokedirectlygameover.

Inmylifesolistlesshelplesspainover...

Rightnow，butwhatisclearlytheodd，eveninhismiddleagetimeintosuchaplace，althoughIdon‘tknowisadreamorlife，allinallisfunandexcitingthanhewasnowaday.

ThemostimportantthingisthatIknowIwasateenager，becauseonlytheappearanceofthelateteenskiddo，Icango，butnowIdon‘tevenknowyourappearanceandageisdrunk.

Thesearenotimportant，nowIwasmoregold，butalsoaskill，thinkofthismomentthinkwhatisfullbloodresurrectionlife